I feel a bit more settled now in Nepal although have been waking up at Oz time regardless of the time I fall asleep. Those early hours of the morning seem to be the time when insecurities are most liable to appear and so this morning I lay awake worrying about the trek details - as well as more than couple of thoughts about what am I doing with my life - and whether it is all too much to organise. By sunrise I had got up and done a little yoga - referring to a book I bought the other day (The Tibetan Book of Yoga), which together with a bit of daylight reduced the fears. So I was ready to meet the travel agent and my prospective guide and start to make some plans. It is likely I will leave in two days on a 6 hour drive to get to the trail head and head up to Manang with Kalu Bika leading the way – or at least carrying some of my gear and preventing me from getting lost.
With this done I went out with Gerry and Cassidy, two American yogis staying at the same hotel who and also heading to Lumbini. They are long-term meditators so we’ve had some interesting conversations about practice, Dhamma teachers and friends. We went to Boudhanath - “ lord of wisdom” - a World Heritage listed cultural site. The stupa there is 43 metres high and one of the largest and most venerated Buddhist monuments in the world. It is said to represent the Adibuddha the first or primordial Buddha, free of conceptual emanations.
Today being Sunday and a holiday for many (although Saturday is the main day off In Nepal) as well as a Full Moon Day there were lots of locals and tourists circumabulating the stupa, turning prayer wheels, chanting with their rosaries and making a variety of offerings. Gerry, Cassidy and I bought a roll of prayer flags and writing our own and our family names on them we offered them to be added to the many already festooning the stupa – very auspicious on the full moon. As well as stringing up the prayer flags, a team of workers were whitewashing and painting designs on it with saffron water.
Boudha was a welcome haven of (relative) peace and a respite from the chaos of Thamel and Kathmandu traffic – as very few vehicles have access to the area around the stupa, and the devotion in the atmosphere creates a very different tone. After a walk around and up onto the stupa we headed up a laneway to visit Shechen monastery and its guest house where we relaxed in the sunny garden for lunch. I felt I could stay around there for a long time and do nothing –I did try to reserve a room there before I left but it was already booked out. Something to look forward to another time.


